btw. I'm engaged to brez. did i say that? I love him, and I'm happy, just (notsurprisingly) super stressed about the whole thing.
I'm in a new job. I like it, and I think I'll be really good at it one day, but for now, I'm getting alot of... are you right out of college? riiiight. I want to scream. Its fine.
My mother has apparently given up all rights to helping with wedding planning, so I'm left to it. my friend found out I had gone dress shopping alone, and called me a freak?
I know I said that already, but damn. its just a dresss. I do alot of things alone, so why not that? Funnily enough, I'm so used to it, alone feels normal, and with people seems strange. But I'm okay with that, it just seeems that everyone else is not. Not sure why.
Junk like girlie bonding just isn't my thing. There is so much pressure, judging, commentary. I never have, never will, really understood it.
This is the stuff that weddings are made of. Which reminds me of why I wanted to avoid marriage, or elope, if at all.
meanwhile. back to work. just don't move your neck.

WTF?

Apparently I am crappy at having friends. My girls are all mad at me for some reason about the dress, and think I’m a freak for going alone. I knew they were all busy, so I did what I had to do I guess. Plus, they don’t have cars, so to shop by me, they would have had to take the metro from silver spring to branch, and then I would have had to pick them up and drive back then drive them back. Wtf? That is a lot of hassle just to have people watch me put on a bunch of dresses. And… I’m just a little bit stressed right now, so any spare moment is going towards whatever I can squeeze out of my brain. Brez keeps calling me with new apts and houses to look at, I missed tib’s shower, and I’m doing a new job that is crazy hard. And last night I slept strangely so now I want to cry everytime I move my neck.
So. Am I a weirdo?